My Purpose

I discovered my purpose when I woke up in the middle of the night, and started writing. For me, I didn't know what was happening, I woke up some where around 2am  in the morning, and started writing down some words, didn't know what it meant, so I laid back down and went to sleep, at least I tried, but again, I raised up adding some more to the writing, and by the third time of raising up, I had a complete writing, an entire poem, in which, also out of no where, I had titled the poem Hate, in which, the poem itself, is the opposite of hate, it encourages love over hate. But confusing to me, waking up at 2am in the moring writing a poem, especially one, that I gave the title hate. I didn't know what led up to me writing that, but after praying about it, I woke up the next morning, picked up the bible, opened it up, and this is what it said,

1 Timothy, Chapter 4, Verses 11 through 16

Till I come, give attendance to reading, to exhortation, to doctrine. Neglect not the gift that is in thee, which was given thee by prophecy, with the laying on of the presbytery. Meditate upon these things; give thyself wholly to them; that thy profiting may appear to all. Take heed unto thyself, and unto the doctrine; continue in them: for in doing this thou shalt both save thyself, and them that hear thee.

So you see,  that was the answer to my prayers, in which, I now know that writing is my calling, and making a difference is my purpose.

I'm now ready to step out in faith doing the will of God.

But one more important thing that I realize, is that, through all the obstacles and endurances in my life,

God had a plan for me, even when I didn't believe in myself, feeling that I was nobody, but God made me realize that I am somebody, and that my life has purpose. 

Again, that is to make a difference.

And though sometimes I don't understand alot of things in my life, but what I have learned to understand, is that though we have purpose, God first prepares us, making sure that we are ready. Thats because his love is unconditional. God wouldn't give us what we couldnt handle. All we have to do, Is believe.